Monday, February 25, 2013

A True Experience I had of Divine Intervention and a Real Life Miracle. Learning Loving and Forgiving

I have had divine intervention in my life. One was such a miracle that I absolutely should not be alive today and at the very least I should be a vegetable. I have also had medical conditions and miracle recoveries, that others have instantly died from. 

I am writing about this because I believe in the New Year we can/will have miracles in our lives and we can also be a miracle for others.   

Before I tell you about the biggest "miracle" event of my life, I will briefly mention the two medical conditions I have had that people normally die from. I had pulmonary embolism which is where blood clots go through your heart and into your lungs. David Bloom died from it at the beginning of the U.S., Iraq invasion. I had 4 clots all together go through my heart and 2 went into each lung. I was in the hospital for one week after having the condition for almost a week before going in.  

Then I had bacterial meningitis a few years ago. The last person to have had the same type as I did, was in ICU for 6 months from what the doctors told me. I was close to death when the doctors finally found out what it was, as I had been going to one after another including the emergency room for one week, until finally I went back to the emergency room and it was mentioned to the doctors to check me for meningitis. I was in the hospital for one week only, even though it was a condition that normally took months of a hospital stay and recovery. 

Now, for what was an obvious divine intervention by God and miracle of my life where Grady Hospital in Atlanta, Georgia had never seen a person survive before me.  

In 1996 I was in Atlanta Georgia on business. I was a representative for a big and popular furniture company. I represented them in the Caribbean at the time of the occurance. At the end of the day during the Atlanta market, another rep and I decided to cross the street to go to a place to eat on the other side of Peachtree avenue which runs through the heart of downtown Atlanta. As we stood on the side of the street the 2 lanes of the traffic was stopped from a stop light farther down the avenue. I did not know that the street had 3 lanes of traffic going in one direction and only 2 going in the other. The other rep and I decided to cross the street in the middle of the street, we had watched 2 other people do it and there was a policeman standing there and we thought if they didn't get in trouble then we could do it too. We decided to make a dash for it while the traffic was at a standstill and before the cars began going though the light had turned green, down the road. The cars coming from the other direction were just beginning to come down our way so we figured we could make it before they got to us. 

So.... I jumped off the curb to make a mad dash. As I mentioned I did not know there was a 3rd lane of traffic, so I dashed between the 2 lanes of stopped cars and ran into the 3rd lane of no cars, I did not see the car driving an estimated 30 miles an hour in the lane. I was told about it later but I did not see it. 

The next thing I knew I was in some type of a conference room and I remember sitting down and "executives" sitting around the oval table having a conversation with me. I don't remember what was said, but it "felt' like I had been going in the wrong direction and I needed to change my direction in my life. I still can see the table and feel the conversation but not what I was told. I began hearing my name being yelled consciously. I tried to open my eyes but everything was blurry and my head hurt very badly. I had no idea why I was on the ground, I only knew that my head hurt.  There seemed to be a lot of people around me at that point. I heard some sirens briefly but I was in and out of consciousness. I then heard someone asking me where I hurt. I was able to say "my head, my head." I don't remember anything else until I was in a room and having my clothes cut off me. I became awake at that point and opened my eyes to see a white room with about 10 people around me in white doctors and nurses outfits. I asked why I was there and what happened. A doctor told me that I was hit by a car. I remember going off and questioning "How is that possible? How was I hit by a car? All the cars were at a stand still." Over and over I exclaimed I didn't understand how I could have been hit by a car. After that time of becoming alert and I was on a board where I could not move my neck, arms or any part of my body as I was strapped down in every way. 

   A friend and colleague from the furniture company that had been walking out at the same time as the owner of the company and all the sales managers who happened to hear a big thud and see a person flying through the air from what they told me. I went 30 feet in the air into the other lanes of traffic, right before the cars were at the spot from the other side where they would have hit me too. She came in and got my jewelry and described what she saw to me, as I was still confused on how I got hit by a car, she said she rode in the ambulance with me.  She said I was saying things in the ambulance the whole way to the hospital.  She said it was lots of mumbling and couldn't understand what I was saying.  I needless to say was not aware of any part of the ride to the hospital.

I stayed alert as the doctors checked me out and said I needed X-rays and a cat scan on my brain. Once I stayed alert the ambulance EMT came in and I remember the doctors left the room. He looked at me and said "I have never seen anything like this. Do you understand that you should not be alive at this moment and for you even to be alert and talking is something beyond what I have experienced before. I have been a ambulance EMT for years and have never seen anyone live after being hit by a car as you were." He continued to tell me "You can throw a brick at the windshield of a car and it will not break. Do you know that you put a hole in the windshield of the car with your head and you broke the windshield completely out of it's frame?" I said I did not know that and I had not seen the car at all before or after. 

When a hospital worker came and rolled me to the X-ray area. He was telling me "I can't believe you did not even break a nail and you don't have a scratch on your face or anywhere on your body, except for one of your heels where your shoe flew off. I have never seen anything like this." At that time I was complaining that my neck hurt because I was strapped down by my head still and that I really wanted to get off the board and free from all the straps that were on me everywhere. I remember he laughed and shook his head. He said that he wheels people to the X-rays that fall off bikes and have their faces scratched up and broken bones and others tripping on their own feet with scratches and I got hit by a car, but no scratches. The X-rays showed I did not have a single broken bone in my body and they X-rayed every portion of my body. As soon as the X-rays were over, I asked the guy who rolled me there to please unstrap me and get the uncomfortable board from under my body. I remembered he laughed and said "You are unbelievable." He did unstrap me once I was back in the emergency area of the hospital. 

After the X-rays they then put me in the hallway to wait for a cat scan. I remember the hallway being filled with people on stretchers and it seemed there were people from the jail with medical issues as there were guards standing by some of them and the people were handcuffed to the rails of the stretchers. I had to wait for 12 hours in that hallway, my sister and the rep who was crossing the street with me, waited at my side. When I think about it, I believe they waited those hours to do a cat scan on me, because if there was nothing wrong they would have to release me right away and I am sure they did not really want to do that, this way they were observing me without putting me in a room or taking up a needed emergency room spot for critically ill people. 

A sister of mine lived in Atlanta at that time. I was staying with her at her condo during the market time. That night she was suppose to be out on a date and she said for some reason she got involved in something on her computer and lost track of time. When her phone rang she looked at the time and realized she was late and began rushing out the door. She was not going to answer the phone but stopped in her tracks and thought... she should answer the phone after all. That phone call was from the rep who had been with me and he told her what had happened. She needless to say canceled her date and came to the hospital.

When they finally got me into the cat scan room and did the scan, they said that my brain looked fine and there did not appear to be any swelling. They advised me to get an MRI in 2 weeks time for follow up reasons. I walked out of the hospital 14 hours after being hit by the car. 

I walked out with only a very small scratch on my heel of my foot, other than that I did not have another scratch on my body nor a broken bone or head/brain problem. 

My colleagues called me and said described the car and what happened to me. Since it occurred just as everyone was coming out of the building and for them to see it happen. I was told the vehicle was a big Cadillac and that I had gone up on it, smashing the front end and breaking out a headlight and dented the hood. My head smashed into the windshield and I had put a huge hole into it and at the same time broke it out of it's frame and it was laying on the dashboard of the car. I was told they saw me fly about 30 feet in the air in front of it and landed in the other lanes of traffic. They said that cars slammed on their brakes that was just arriving at that spot from the lights and literally missed me by only feet. If it had happened seconds later I would have been run over by cars coming from the other lanes. 

Two weeks later I was in Nashville, Tennessee and made an appointment with a neurologist for a MRI. When I went to his office and met with the doctor I told him what happened and why I was there for an MRI as a follow up. He treated me with disdain and had a look of disgust on his face. He had a major attitude towards me and it really teed me off in how he was treating me. As I explained why I was there, he would just go "sure, uh uh" with attitude. When I finished he said "I will be back." He left me in that room for 20 minutes. I was really getting pissed off. I do not do good just waiting around and his attitude was horrendous towards me. I was ready to walk out of the office when he came back in. 

He had a completely different demeanor than he had previously. In fact his face was pale and he did not have any type of negative attitude, it seemed he was also "seeing" me for the first time in how his eyes looked at me. 

He sat down and said "I did not believe you at all, earlier. I thought you made up that story for some bizarre reason." He continued saying "From that story you gave me, no one would be alive, so I thought you were lying." He then asked me if I was familiar with Grady hospital? I said "Well I was there just 2 weeks ago." I still had an attitude as I was still pissed off from waiting and his demeanor towards me earlier. He said "Let me educate you about Grady Hospital. They are the number one trauma hospital in the south and they see about 500 people a day in the emergency room." I looked at him...waiting for him to get to the point. He continued "I called them, because I did not believe you were even there nor what you said happened. When I was transferred to the emergency room and asked for them to look up your file, the person that answered said they didn't need to. The woman said that the whole hospital was still talking about how they had all witnessed a miracle as never seen before at the hospital." The doctor continued saying "She told me that everything you said really did happen and you told me the truth about it all. They want me to call them after the MRI and let them know the results of it as everyone at Grady is interested." He then said with compassion which he had lacked earlier, "I will give you that MRI now." 

The MRI showed my brain in fine shape without any problems. 

The only remnants I had of that car hit was I stuttered a bit and was not my hyper self for about a year. I was slower and my speech was a little impaired. But I remember one day about a year later, I got excited about something and a bit of my "old" personality came back. I realized at that moment that I had lacked that excitement and personality for a years time and was thrilled to experience it once more.   The stuttering stopped and I became my old self which my friends were happy to see I was having those "fits" (hyper moments) again.  I want to say right now.  I have not done anything to deserve the miracle I received.  I am still trying to figure out why it happened to this day.  I can only hope that I am doing some things to be worthy of it.

I wrote about this because we all have miracles in our lives. Some are more profound than others. 

 When I want to give up on things, I will think back to that miracle, I do feel I was taken in the hands of angels and was obviously protected. I didn't just live from it, I had an absolute divine intervention that was profound. It was a profound miracle because absolutely nothing was wrong with me and I walked out when I should have been dead.

 When I do remember it as I have today, I ask "Why am I here? What am I suppose to be doing? What is my purpose? Am I fulfilling my purpose for that divine miracle?"  I don't know if I am or not. I do know that every time I try and walk away from this blog, because it is a hobby that I don't make money from and it takes a lot of time. (You will notice there has been 2 weeks at a time I would not post anything) I have tried giving this blog up and I will say "No more." 

Yet then I am compelled through some event or another to come back and put my heart and soul and everything I have into it. Does it do any good? Am I making a difference? Am I just helping create the fear/hate/division that those who try and control want people to feel? I have a lot of conflicts about it at times when I write about what is happening in the world. I do not want to play into the hands of the dark side in keeping people in fear. 

I have lived the majority of my life without LOVE for myself. I even think of things I did 30 years ago and so on that were dumb and I cringe over them. Thoughts constantly come to mind of stupid stuff I did and said in my life. I have also looked in the mirror and have felt I was ugly most of my life. I could never look like all the people in the advertisements we are bombarded showing us how we should look. That right there is a set up to never feeling we are good enough or look good enough for us to Love ourselves or someone else Love us. Everything around us to create "unloving" feelings about ourselves and others, it is by design that way. 

A few months ago I finally began releasing it. What is most important I began "forgiving and Loving myself." I had no idea what forgiving and Loving yourself could do. It is still "work in progress for my loving myself fully."  We have all done things that we are not proud of. There is one thing we need to remember, we were perfectly created. We are perfect souls that in truth are LOVE AND LIGHT! We are living on the Earth to grow into that LOVE that God created.   When past dumb things or even current things I have done come to mind, I release them with love and forgiveness and know it is part of my journey in Love for self. 

When fear and worry wells up in my solar plexus, I am imagining shining a light on it and letting my angels/guides take it with light to release it elsewhere. 

I have never been able to meditate, I have tried but my mind will go into many thoughts and things I have done in the past. I know that is the way to truly know oneself. It is the way to enhance our natural psychic abilities of which we all have in one degree or more and in one way or another.

I have mentioned the Quantum K  in other articles I have written in the past on this blog. It is something that does work on your sub consciousness. It tells you that at the beginning. It works on reprogramming yourself from the hate and worry to the Love, forgiveness and truth of who we are and releasing all the negative. It has made a huge difference in my life in helping me grow out of the darkness. I believe in it and I believe it is done in the pureness of Love to sincerely help us. It is not a dark force but a Light force to help us grow and release the programming that has been done to us by those who try and keep us in the dark. 

The Universe is RICH and every one of us have a right to be wealthy, healthy, joyous and at peace! Stop reading about lack of money and start feeling the abundance of money. I used to feel the need to put myself in other people's "shoes" to fully understand the despair and so on they felt to have full empathy for them.  A few months ago, I realized that was a problem for me and that was why I too, I have had lack. I was going down instead of up in feeling for others and their situations. My having lack does not do anyone else good. I also realized it is where we should bring each other UP and for all to experience the wealth of the universe and to help each other in that respect.   So I made the commitment to not go down to "feel" what others are feeling but to try and help others rise UP to be who they are and to have all that is our God given right to have. 

Once we Love ourselves we can help others, Love themselves and raise themselves up in Love and Forgiveness of self. We then will be shining our lights upon the darkness which can not survive. There is no darkness where light is. 

I am asking all who read this to please Forgive yourself and to Love yourself! That is where it starts. Once you understand you will make mistakes you will do and say stupid stuff, but you are a Beautiful and Perfect soul that is living in a matrix created to make you feel bad about yourself and to never know yourself. 

The energies of truth are upon us, it is up to us to see the truth, live the truth and help others understand the truth. We are ALL beautiful souls of oneness. We all may have the best experiences during this life when we make the determination to live our lives in truth and Love and Forgiveness. 

As hard as it is to forgive yourself, you must forgive all others for anything they have done to you too. No matter what it is, forgiveness is the way to Love and to a joyous, peaceful and prosperous life on this Earth. 

When we also radiate love and forgiveness to those who try and control us, we are claiming our lives for ourselves. They can not control us unless we give them permission to do so. We give them permission by allowing them to keep us in fear and worry and division besides hate. We stop the permission through Love and forgiveness even to them. 

Everyone is at their own point, everyone is ready to understand this when they are. We are all at different points in understanding. I am just beginning to understand and try to work on it. I know I fall many times and I have to make every effort to try and remember Love and forgiveness, as it is easier said than done. But I am going to try and that is the point. Even when we become the most unloving and acting people we have to step back and forgive ourselves and keep going forward. 

Those who try and control us has the power, by us being in fear. They have created all these things at this time to keep us in fear and worry. To have us focus on hate, worry and division instead of Love.

As hard as it is to try and stay in Peace and Harmony they have created a matrix where we focus on everything else and to keep us from going within to know ourselves and who we are.

God created us and this Earth for us to fully enjoy and grow and to experience the best. Those that have controlled it, understand the ways of God and the universe. They are the dark side. 

There are a small percentage of the dark side on the Earth. There are more of us that are of Light and Love, we just don't radiate it because we are kept in the material concerns. The strife they "create" is by the dark to have us divided. 

I get caught up in the worries yet I strive to keep in the understanding of LOVE and what is real. I know the universal laws are "as you think so are you." It is not just thinking but it is feeling. 

God did not create the Earth for us to live in Hell and hate. He created the Earth and Universe so we could experience the beauty and magnificence of it and who we really are.

If you notice the crisis of all things have seemed to have accumulated at the end of 2012. To keep everyone's energy in turmoil, fear, hate, worry and crisis mode. This is so we don't absorb the energies of Love, Light and truth of which we have just entered on December 21, 2012. We entered the Light/day side of the milky way and have left behind the night/dark/asleep side. We began this transition a few years ago as the energies began to change going into the awake/day/light side. Think about when you woke up to what is truth, think about when the biggest problems began and the world began to be in constant crisis mode.   This full transition will take a few years too, but it has started. 

When we all begin to put our energies into Loving and forgiving ourselves and all others, our world will change into that as we think and feel!

We are creating the world around us!







I found this on a website, I don't remember which one.  But I wanted to put it here.  Print it out and say it everyday, aloud and with meaning! 


I am that which I am 
I am love, and I love all and All love me
I am happy, and happyness loves me
I am peace, and peace loves me
I am healthy, and health loves me
I am wealthy, and wealth loves me
I am free, and freedom loves me
I am successful, and success love me
I am protected, and protection loves me
I am by The Source and The Source loves me
I am that which creates, and that which I create loves me
I am of goodness and goodness loves me
I am healed, and healing loves me
I am the power, and power loves me
I am confident, and confidence loves me
I am positive, and the positive energies loves me and fills me
I am creative and creativity loves me
I am in connection with my higher self, and my higher self guides me
I am declaring these affirmations to all aspects of myself and existence and so it is.
I am a magnet attracting all that which I have stated above, and I love it all.
I am that which I am

And so it is

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Your Energy and Thoughts Create your Future!

I found this site and wanted to share the information.  I have been working on my Energy and I know that we create what happens in our lives.  I have been frustrated many times and want to "give up" on staying in the Positive Thought and Energy and trying to create only the best of all.  I will work on keeping my Energy in creating only "Love, Happiness, Peace, Prosperity, Perfect Health, etc" in my life.  But when I am not seeing immediate results, even working on it for weeks and weeks and expecting the turn around of what is going on in my life now... the negative starts creeping in again.  I have thought "It is not working" and I get upset.

It is actually very hard to keep in the positive of expectations in our lives, due to so many negatives happening.  I know the negatives are placed there on purpose.  I believe those who try and control understand the way of the Universe and how where we place our thoughts and Energy, so it is.

I believe, if we all changed our focus and energy into the positive and believe in ourselves and that our Energy does make a difference in our lives and world.

It is so much easier to talk it than to walk it.  It is something I have to seriously have the Intent of focus to stay in creating the Positive.

There are some things I have realized over the past few weeks.

One which I believe is very important is how we attract things in our lives.

I had watched "The Secret" many times over.... it says "Affirmations of I attract money, love, etc into my life."

Yet I did not find it worked for me in the way they have it on the video and in the book.

Many years ago I read "The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity"  by Kathline Ponder.  It changed my life and I began giving it away as presents to many others and it changed their lives too.  It is a book based on attracting the best in our lives but not just through affirmations but through Spiritual principles of attraction.  I have read the book many times over.

I think with all that has gone on the past few years, the media has made it "Okay" for people to not have money, to lose their jobs, to lose their houses, since so many others have, it is "okay for it to happen to you" type information.

I am here to say "It is NOT Okay" for any of the negative to happen to us, no matter how much you hear about it happening everywhere!  We create our situations through our thoughts.

Something that came to me a few weeks ago was.... instead of affirmations of "I attract, money, love, etc" into my life.... I turned it around.

I realized for full attraction "Money is Attracted to ME!"  "Love is Attracted to Me" "Happiness is Attracted to Me!" "Perfect Health is Attracted to Me!" "Friendships are attracted to Me!" the list goes on and on.  In saying and thinking that way, I "Open myself up with appreciation and gratitude to Money, Love, Friendships, Happiness, Perfect Health and I welcome them ALL with Love and Honor!"

So I have changed my thoughts in understanding, I don't just attract what I deserve (never say Want... as you will always Want - but say Deserve... because you DO Deserve), but those things are Attracted to ME!  I accept all of them with Love and Gratitude!

Change our Energy and Thoughts - Change our Lives, Change our World!

Today I was doing some searches on this topic and I found this website and would like to share it.  It says what is, much better than I can.

Some things are important to share with others.  Some reading this may think I am silly, that is okay.  We all need to keep stepping out of our "comfort zone" and try and help others, even if it is sharing our most private thoughts on What Is!  Be it right or wrong to others, It is for me.

[Chapter Three from the book "The Key to Real Happiness"]
By Stephen Knapp

One thing I want to do right now before we go any farther is to explain some information that many people can use. This will show how your thinking creates your consciousness and how to help control it. It provides evidence so that you can see how your life unfolds according to what you draw to it, as dictated by your consciousness and thoughts. By taking the responsibility for yourself and your thinking process, you can make your life more positive and uplifting, and reduce or negate the influence of any hurt or negative energies you encounter. This information can help you take control of your life and be more spiritual.

I've said earlier in this book that happiness can be, essentially, a state of mind, or a particular outlook on life. But often times we can observe how our mind is affected by what goes on around us, sometimes by things which do not matter that much. Nonetheless, we get sucked into thinking that it matters a lot. Thus, our thoughts and consciousness become absorbed in negativity, which can greatly affect our disposition, or the way we relate to people, and pave the way for a less than happy future. So what do we do about this?

In the course of our lives we may be bombarded with negative thoughts, energies or scenarios that may come not only from within us but also from outside ourselves or from others. All around us is a network of people, businesses, governments, publications, movies and music, all telling us what has been going on, or what they think is best for us, what we should buy and do, or what we should think about something. As soon as we tune into the radio, television, or open a magazine, it all jumps out at us. Our minds can be receptacles of these thoughts and desires, or even criticisms, which then become a part of our own consciousness if we are not careful. These thoughts are like electrical currents which, although unseen, can be felt and produce internal effects. 

As we become objects of such energies, these thoughts and vibrations that we are exposed to can affect the quality of our lives, goals, and the way we think about ourselves. Therefore, to ensure our own success and happiness in life, we must learn how to protect ourselves from these outside influences of negative or materialistic thoughts or actions that may come from or are caused by others. To avoid being overly influenced by the media, we need to make sure we have the time to raise our own consciousness enough to discriminate between what is truly needed for our own happiness, and what is merely the affects of external persuasions that are being dumped on us by outside forces that simply want our money, our vote, or to convince us to act in a certain way, or even to be a silent peon that simply cooperates with the mass consciousness and is not noticed by anyone. It is not easy to avoid the system that continually indoctrinates people, even if on the subtle level, to act in certain ways or spend their money on particular items. Once you are locked into this network, which produces the materialistic mindset, it is most difficult to become self-sufficiently happy. The system makes you think that your happiness has to be according to the dictates and standards set by others, whether it is your teachers, parents, fellow employees, company supervisors, politicians, or what you see on television and in magazines. You will have to be able to rise above this influence to take a good look at who you are, otherwise life could carry you along without you ever knowing your true potential and spiritual possibilities. Don't be afraid to step outside the mainstream, even if you maintain a low profile in society. Some of the most powerful people on the planet, and the most happy, are those that the world never knows. Their spiritual discipline keeps them from being observed except by a very few.

On a personal level, the more prominent you become in society, the more people will focus their thoughts and energies on you. Some people may simply be envious of you. Or if you are something like a politician, people may blame you for their problems. However, everyday misunderstandings will always develop between people. So, to help protect ourselves from verbal or psychic attacks from others, practice raising the consciousness of those who try to attack you. First, remember there is no attack unless you accept it. See these attacks as calls for help, and review what you will do or say the next time in order to help your would-be attackers. This will protect you and help them as well. 

Throughout the day, notice how every word you hear and every action you witness is either an expression of love or a cry for love. This love is the essence of happiness. And in all actions that people may perform, to find the means by which they can love and be loved is their primary purpose, whether they realize it or not. Besides food, shelter and clothing, it is the greatest need of all living beings. It is the essential nature of the soul, and the basis of everyone's outer actions and desires. So remember to respond to the calls for love with love. Practice being a loving presence for everyone, and observe any changes that occur in yourself and those around you.

Also, practice carrying your own atmosphere with you. In other words, keep that loving presence with you. For example, meditate on being in a sacred place and the feeling or consciousness you have while there. Now be absorbed in and project that atmosphere out around you wherever you are, and to others nearby. As such, you can be your own temple. In this way, when around people of negative energy, you can concentrate on sharing your own positive energy rather than absorbing theirs. In this way, you also create a protective barrier around yourself while maintaining a kind and friendly attitude. The primary objective in such a situation is to give them more of your energy, your understanding, and your essence rather than accepting theirs. You can even imagine light emanating from within you and encompassing them, clearing and cleansing all undesirable energy from the environment.

Practice being unaffected by the envy of others, whether it is directed at you or anyone else. You will gradually learn to be concerned about their welfare but undisturbed by their behavior. Bless those who wish you misfortune, or who are simply lost in their anger and bitterness toward the world in general. This blessing reduces their ability to harm you, because your positive energy counteracts their negative energy. Remember to apply the science of love in all circumstances. If, however, you react to their negative energy with your own negative thoughts, you simply increase the negativity and unbalanced disposition of your own consciousness, and in the surrounding atmosphere. This makes you even more vulnerable to increased receptivity of low energy thoughts and verbal or psychic attacks. It also increases your susceptibility to reversals in life and the manifestations of your own worries and fears. In other words, negative energy builds upon more negative energy, with which you thus surround yourself.

The highest protection we can provide for ourselves is a solid sense of love and compassion for ourselves and others. We need to think and act in dynamic and positive ways and hold a love for ourselves in order to feel a sense of completeness and happiness in who we are. Without enough love from within, you will lack the necessary armor to protect yourself from the relentless attacks of negative energy. Strong inner love will allow you to deflect such harmful energy, or to even transmute it so that it has no destructive effects. Therefore, always remember to put up a shield of love for your protection, keeping in mind that in order to love others, you need to love yourself first. The more you understand your true spiritual identity, and your connection with the Supreme, the easier it will be to love your Self. 

This love is a way of balancing our consciousness and karma, the reactions of past actions. When our consciousness is out of balance, it means we must continue to learn how to get it balanced again. Holding emotions like anger, envy, the urge to get back at someone, etc., all are signs of an unbalanced mind and consciousness. Justice and balance in one's karma is the equalization of all energies, including our thoughts, words, and deeds. All of these together create impressions in the mind which then helps form our consciousness and produce our emotional predispositions, character traits, memories, and even unexplainable fears. Any imbalances in our consciousness, along with our karma, create many instances and lessons that we are forced to endure in order for us to gain the necessary insights to once again stabilize our consciousness. So what lies ahead for us, and especially what we think of at the time of death, is determined by such factors as our attractions, repulsions, how we behave in this life, and how we handle the way others treat us. This also may be influenced by our previous karma, or how we have handled previous tests and situations in the past. This all effects our state of consciousness at the time of death, which guides our soul in a particular direction into the next life.

To help control this aggregate impression in the mind in order to balance our consciousness for inner peace, we need to bring in higher and positive thoughts. This is called controlling the lower self by the higher Self. We can purposely change our thinking from negative to positive. For example, instead of thinking about how someone did something mean or hateful, we can conclude such thinking and begin focusing on the good things in our lives and be more loving.

The reason why this is important is that thoughts are things, energies that can vibrate on different levels, both high or low. It is a person's free will that determines how such energy will be used and at what vibratory level it will operate. The intent of one's thought is what determines this vibratory level, and the ultimate outcome of one's actions, which then helps create our future. If our, or anyone's, thoughts are based on goodwill or loving intentions, those thoughts carry a high vibration. If such thoughts have a low or selfish intent, they will carry and spread that low energy. Keeping our intentions in a spiritual direction will always help maintain a high vibratory level of our consciousness, and help protect us from those who have an ulterior motive, even if it is the vibration of the images and words that come over the radio, television, magazines, newspapers, etc. 

For example, if we worry about something all the time, it is a way of focusing on a particular thing or idea that will manifest in that way. Thus, worry is a prayer for something one does not want. To avoid undesirable outcomes, we must learn to control our thoughts, especially when we are under emotional stress. Stress and emotion are forms of thought energy which fuel the creation of the image being held in our minds. Instead of worrying, we can replace such negative energy and thought-forms with a visual image of the desired outcome. In this way, we can help that positive image manifest rather than the unwanted one by feeding emotional energy into the thought form you fear. As we get into the habit of energizing only the positive, our thoughts, words and deeds will automatically reflect the higher state of mind. They will, in effect, stop creating new negative karma because they will no longer generate energy that has to be rebalanced, and their positive energy will begin paying off some of the debits in our past bad karma, which itself can manifest as unbalanced or negative thoughts.

Even if you cannot control your thinking, as when you might be in emotional duress, then begin acting in positive ways, such as focusing on the care and concern for others who may be in a more problematic situation than yourself. Or even begin praying for the benefit of those less fortunate. Your thoughts and consciousness will immediately begin to change into that which is positive and uplifting. 

The decision to think and function in a positive mode is the first step in transmuting energy to a higher level, which means raising its vibratory rate. Energy transmuted in this way attracts even more positive energy, producing a snowball effect which assists in furthering the creation of a new, happier and more desirable future. Controlling your thought energies in this way can make a difference between success and failure, not only with yourself, but those with whom you associate or work. If you want to help yourself as well as your work partners, or even your enemies, you must practice this form of controlling your thoughts. Otherwise, if you are continually being negative or harboring low levels of thinking, it may be better for those around you to work separately if they wish to be successful, or at least happy. The reason is that you are not contributing to their success or desired future, and neither to your own. This is why transmuting your thoughts to higher and more positive levels of consciousness can determine the difference between success or failure, not only in business, but also in health, happiness, peace of mind, and in reaching your dreams. 

One of the ways negative energy can harm you is when you harbor it for long periods of time and it accumulates and becomes lodged in your body. These energies are dense and vibrate at a level too low for the body to process and release. As a result, they become blocked and crystallized, manifesting at best as diminished stamina, loss of energy, or decreased mobility. Thus, stagnant, unreleased negative energy can eventually have a harmful effect and produce dis-ease. However, such energies can be released from the body and our consciousness through methods such as forgiveness, prayer, meditation, or through conscious transmutation, as described above. 

Modern medicine is slowly accepting the reality of "mind over matter," recognizing the power of the mind to influence the functioning of the human body. Therefore, it is in everybody's best interest to learn to release low energy by first moving it out of the physical body, then the conscious and subconscious mind, and the etheric body and aura. People can accomplish this by a conscious release of old grudges and resentments, or by deliberately shattering it into smaller bits and pieces in order to make the release more effortless. 

In addition, strive to "love your enemies," as Jesus admonishes. Pray for them because such prayers decrease their power to hurt you, and the high energy released in the process will be returned to you in kind. Remember, everyone acts, positively or negatively, to express love or call for love. 

Monitor your thoughts carefully. As you think of someone lovingly, angrily or lustfully, note how that person becomes unconsciously affected by your thoughts. Remember, thoughts are things. They are composed of the same electrical, spirit-based energy that pervades the rest of the universe. Thoughts have substance and power, and the more emotional energy people give them, the faster they will become a reality. The spoken word has the same force and creative energy. Therefore, those who learn to control their thoughts and words will control their future. Since humans are constantly creating, the only issue is whether they are being conscious creators or unconscious ones. 

Think of plans that can assist the whole of humanity. Raise your level of consciousness. To understand that you are a co-creator is to be in harmony with the universe, acting as a servant of and co-worker with the Divine. If you fail to appreciate this reality, you can become destructive and are responsible for causing even more chaos in society or disharmony in your life. You can easily look around and recognize many others who have this same problem and create the described effects. So don't be one of them. The choice is yours, and so are the consequences. You manifest what you hold in your consciousness. 

Remember, thought is energy that can create your future. Begin thinking of how bright your future will be and begin creating the bright future for yourself that you have a right to. Then just do it!! Stick to your plan to make it a reality, and don't give up. Don't doubt yourself, and don't become confused. Always go forward toward your goal. And only work with and depend on those who will help you reach your goals. You will succeed!!! 

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As we think, so are we!  If putting this information out there, helps one person than it is worth it!  We are here to learn, to grow and to create the best of all things.  Do not let others control your destiny and future anymore.  Stop listening to ads and the media, that you have to be this way or that way otherwise you are not as good as another.   The whole matrix of which we live is set up to keep us in it's web of negative and to keep us from growing and becoming who we really are, in my opinion.

Begin with yourself.  When you think of memories of something you did in the past that are not pleasant, Forgive yourself!  Forgive all others for what they have done to you.  Love starts with Forgiveness of Self and all others!  To Love oneself.... Forgive oneself!

We are all on this journey together as we are all living on this Earth together.  We have the choice to help ourselves and one another realize our full potential of Who We Are!

As I said.... It is easier to talk than walk.... But if the intent stays on the Walk..... then it comes and it IS!

Monday, August 22, 2011

ALL Human experience is Self Made - We ARE the creators of our Lives!

Humans are focusing on the negative - that needs to change and people need to go within. We create all things happening.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Awesome Healing Video 22 Minutes - Worth your time - I highly recommend it!

I just did this and I do feel clearer. I highly recommend it. It is a healing video in all ways.

An online book I recommend

I highly recommend this book, it is online and free to read.  You may think it is off beat and challenge your thoughts regarding religion.  I found it very insightful and since I have researched ancient history and the origins of man, Earth and religion, I found it to be mostly truth for myself and pretty much the same as what I have read before about our history. 

It is a very spiritual book, it is about lifting us up and what is real and what is not.   After you finish reading it, then watch the video inserted below.  It is Ann Eller, who worked in the Clinton administration and has had many experiences with ETs and it is about information given to her from them and at the 1 hour mark she starts giving information about Planet X/Nibiru.

of Michel Desmarquet

This may seem as a fairytale - but read it all, and you will recognize a lot of wisdom. If this is all a fabricated story - it is though filled with ancient and spiritual knowledge and wisom of a remarkable kind. And their claim to be hermaphrodites (and much more here) fits with the spiritual science of Martinus - from his very deep wisdombooks from almost a century back.

The Ann Eller video, talk about ETs and Planet X/Nibiru.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Video - Asking for a Miracle in Japan - My Miracle Story that happened to me! I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!

I did a video asking for people to focus and ask for a Miracle for the Fukushima Nuclear Power Plant in Japan.

I also tell my miracle story that happened to me in 1996 in Atlanta.

I had such an amazing miracle and should not be alive today.  What I did not express in the video is the fact I walked out of the hospital when they finished all the test.  I also did not express the fact I felt the angels hands protecting me as I was hit by the car.  That is the only explanation of why I could possibly be alive today but also in my not having a brain injury or anything that day.


I am asking everyone to come together in LOVE for each other the Earth and the Japanese people!  I BELIEVE through our focus of LOVE and prayer we can make a difference and a miracle can happen at the nuclear power plant!

We need to do this now!  I am asking everyone no matter what religion or what you believe or don't believe to still sit quietly and send Love and Light to Japan and imagine a miracle happening in stopping the nuclear power plant from melting down, exploding or releasing any more radioactivity!

We can do this but we need to do it together.  We need to stop letting others control our emotions and focus of our thoughts in division, hate, anger or any other negative emotion.  We can change our lives our world through honoring each other, honoring the Earth and through positive thoughts.

Look within yourself, we have come to a point in time on this Earth we are ALL needed!  We are needed to save our Earth through Love and asking for Miracles.  I am asking you  to believe!

I am a private person in many ways, but the time is now for each of us to open up and help try and save our Earth and each other.